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Hello. You know this is very unique. I still can't move on, I am still trying, still struggling. But somehow some parts of the puzzle keep showing up out of nowhere. And now the last puzzle has showed up. The actual reason why you did all of this. I don't think it is the same reason you have, but this is what I think the closest.

D-30 hour Final Exam.

I was wondering arround internet and saw a very beautiful movie. About what (probably) you have done in the past.  I was the one who try to help you back then, I tried very hard. So maybe I was  part of it too. The pressure you get from your past is unbearable (now I got that). And what you want is a complete move on from what you have done. Now I know that everything is never going to be the same again for you. You want a complete move on, so that's why you leave me.

I know i should stop blaming you for all of my own fault. Yeah, those are my fault. I should stop blaming you. You deserve to move on, and if me is the part of your past, you should leave me to.

I really hope this answer is enough for me. So I can move on and continue my own life. Although I must say, running away from everything just make you tired. You have to face it.

I hope you can live a good and long life.

With so much love.
Your bestfriend.